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#Marilyn Manson #the beautiful people

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#Marilyn Manson

“My lowest point was Christmas Day 2008, because I didn’t speak to myfamily. My walls were covered in scrawlings of the lyrics and cocainebags nailed to the wall. And I did have an experience where I wasstruggling to deal with being alone and being forsaken and beingbetrayed by putting your trust in one person, and making the mistake ofthat being the wrong person. And that’s a mistake that everyone canrelate to. I made the mistake of trying to, desperately, grasp on andsave that and own it. And every time I called her that day — I called158 times — I took a razorblade and I cut myself on my face or on myhands.I look back and it was a really stupid thing to do. This wasintentional, this was a scarification, and this was like a tattoo. Iwanted to show her the pain she put me through. It was like, “I wantyou to physically see what you’ve done.” It sounds made up but it’scompletely true and I don’t give a shit if people believe it or not.I’ve got the scars to prove it. I didn’t want people to ask me everytime I did an interview, “Oh, is this record about your relationshipwith your ex-girlfriend?” But that damage is part of it, and the song“I Want to Kill You Like They Do in The Movies” is about my fantasies.I have fantasies every day about smashing her skull in with asledgehammer.” ~ Marilyn Manson about Evan Rachel Wood

“My lowest point was Christmas Day 2008, because I didn’t speak to my
family. My walls were covered in scrawlings of the lyrics and cocaine
bags nailed to the wall. And I did have an experience where I was
struggling to deal with being alone and being forsaken and being
betrayed by putting your trust in one person, and making the mistake of
that being the wrong person. And that’s a mistake that everyone can
relate to. I made the mistake of trying to, desperately, grasp on and
save that and own it. And every time I called her that day — I called
158 times — I took a razorblade and I cut myself on my face or on my
hands.
I look back and it was a really stupid thing to do. This was
intentional, this was a scarification, and this was like a tattoo. I
wanted to show her the pain she put me through. It was like, “I want
you to physically see what you’ve done.” It sounds made up but it’s
completely true and I don’t give a shit if people believe it or not.
I’ve got the scars to prove it. I didn’t want people to ask me every
time I did an interview, “Oh, is this record about your relationship
with your ex-girlfriend?” But that damage is part of it, and the song
“I Want to Kill You Like They Do in The Movies” is about my fantasies.
I have fantasies every day about smashing her skull in with a
sledgehammer.” ~ Marilyn Manson about Evan Rachel Wood