Lisa

she comes on like a crippled plaything . spine is just a string 

She’s made of hair and bone and little teeth and things I cannot speak 

even my skinniest skinny jeans are now beginning to fall down on me

(via lick-her-collarbones)

pre-thanksgiving dinner. lets keep it this way.

I found a new place to put my pills.

(A) protruding hip bones and flat stomach

(B) Thighs do NOT touch when standing with legs and feet together 

GOAL: more protruding, skinnier legs, toned stomach.

REMEMBERING WHEN… I used to party like this. Circa 2006?

beautiful, really.

She’s a suicide blonde.

Dyed by her own hand, ooh.

Suicide blonde.

Part of the big plan,

She’s part of the big plan.

I’ve learned love is like a brick you can build a house or sink a dead body

In the most Biblical sense, I am beyond repentance. Fame hooker, prostitute wench, vomits her mind. But in the cultural sense I just speak in future tense.

Last summer. I miss that body. Getting it back even if it kills me. 

digging up old pictures. circa 2009